It has been a considerable while since I last posted, and I really felt the urge to do so today.
Ok, basically I was doing my gap compo (yeah I'm not kidding), when I realized that I had been in singapore for ten years alr. 10years, that's a really long time....and I'm old now. I wish I can stop growing up, yet I can't help yearning for the things adults can do, and the life adults can live. Today when I was in botanic garden( in the playground), in just realized that I'm too old and can't do the things little kids like my bros can do, such as climbing the trees. Not that I'm afraid the tree can't support my weight or I'm too big or whatever, but it's just weird when other people come to look at you, and probably wondering, what's that old girl doing there? Shameless...><
Ok, back to the topic of coming here for ten yrs. I can't help but already identifying this place as my home, yeah, at least I feel most comfortable here for now. Even when I go back to china, everything just feels weird, and I'm no longer used to speaking the dialect and whatever other customs. I can't remember the exact date of when I came 10years ago, but I can confirm that it has been 10 years. I guess it's just another mark on my life
Wednesday, March 23, 2011
Saturday, March 19, 2011
i don't know how come i suddenly feel like blogging, but at this time at night, i just feel so peaceful, adn really comfortable (much more compared to the time in OBS), having my air con on, watching some drama while doing my math,its like i'm doing something and also having fun. It would be great if life can just always be like that...
Anyway, forget to update on OBS, guess its a wonderful experience, having been able to kayak for so lon gand trek with such heavy things. The process is tiring, but the whoe thing is still so fun. love the height activity the most:) but i still feel that the best place to be is home
sometimes i'm so afraid when I've been out for so long, such as in OBS, cos i'm really scared somethings may happen to my family, that feeling...ahh
Its Saturday and another holiday (+term) just passed...time goes so fast, and the block tests....hope that life would always e like wht I'm feeling now, there's just this tranquility when I am alone and peaceful... hope there will be more momments like this one.
luv my new laptop
Anyway, forget to update on OBS, guess its a wonderful experience, having been able to kayak for so lon gand trek with such heavy things. The process is tiring, but the whoe thing is still so fun. love the height activity the most:) but i still feel that the best place to be is home
sometimes i'm so afraid when I've been out for so long, such as in OBS, cos i'm really scared somethings may happen to my family, that feeling...ahh
Its Saturday and another holiday (+term) just passed...time goes so fast, and the block tests....hope that life would always e like wht I'm feeling now, there's just this tranquility when I am alone and peaceful... hope there will be more momments like this one.
luv my new laptop
Monday, February 28, 2011
Ooo, I haven't blog for like really long. Time just flies and now it's the last day of Feb, almost the end of the term and OBS is just nxt week(very nervous leh). I can't believe that so many things happened... Parade is over... Pioneer is over.... Cny is like over so long ago. Time just flies(whether you are happy or not). ( I'll continue my post asap...)
Sunday, January 30, 2011
Grumbling
Wee, I haven't blog for a really long time...
Anyway, school is ok, although I'm like stressed with many things but it is quite fun to work under stress cos it sort of pushes your limits. I need to buck up on my two languages cos they are quite bad... So stressed with biology, la and chinese(yeah)… I a bit regret no dropping bio last yr cos I'm quite hopeless at it, and I actually failed my first pract. There's also a freaking lot of sias due and I'm still slacking whenever possible, e.g.watching drama and playing.
On a lighter note, it's great that I got an iPad, cos it sort of replaces my old laggy computer and prevents me from temptations to play flash games but somehow play other games... Argggh I hate bio and I think even my brother is better than me in writing lol... There's like no improvement in my la since primary school, unless I'm not aware of it. And I'm not motivated to read books anymore........
Ok, things I should be glad of:
My awesome room
My awesome iPad
My awesome classroom (not totally)
....can't think of many for now...
It's like I would have to spend an equal amount of time slacking for me to start studying...
My email and phone receives messages late or not at all sometimes...
Still...
HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR to everybuddy who visits my blog.
Anyway, school is ok, although I'm like stressed with many things but it is quite fun to work under stress cos it sort of pushes your limits. I need to buck up on my two languages cos they are quite bad... So stressed with biology, la and chinese(yeah)… I a bit regret no dropping bio last yr cos I'm quite hopeless at it, and I actually failed my first pract. There's also a freaking lot of sias due and I'm still slacking whenever possible, e.g.watching drama and playing.
On a lighter note, it's great that I got an iPad, cos it sort of replaces my old laggy computer and prevents me from temptations to play flash games but somehow play other games... Argggh I hate bio and I think even my brother is better than me in writing lol... There's like no improvement in my la since primary school, unless I'm not aware of it. And I'm not motivated to read books anymore........
Ok, things I should be glad of:
My awesome room
My awesome iPad
My awesome classroom (not totally)
....can't think of many for now...
It's like I would have to spend an equal amount of time slacking for me to start studying...
My email and phone receives messages late or not at all sometimes...
Still...
HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR to everybuddy who visits my blog.
Tuesday, January 18, 2011
Sunday, January 2, 2011
2010
Ok, in the end I didn't post anything. I fail when it comes to determination and blah. Anyway, here's my conclusion to 2010
Ok, basically it isnt exactly too bad…
I'm a year older
I went malacca with th class
I moved house again
I took jlpt
I cried on front of so many people
I experienced the scariest thing to me
I hate and fear birds even more
I played^^^
I hav a new opinion on life
Ok, and I really realisEd that there's absolutely no point to harp on the past and life should really move on and u should really not care about what people say or feel about u because it's impossible to please everyone. More importantly, u shouldn't expect too much on others. Anyway, I just feel a bit sick lol. This is a pretty short reflection. Anyway, life is not as beautiful as I imagined and everything happens like so fast.
Ok, basically it isnt exactly too bad…
I'm a year older
I went malacca with th class
I moved house again
I took jlpt
I cried on front of so many people
I experienced the scariest thing to me
I hate and fear birds even more
I played^^^
I hav a new opinion on life
Ok, and I really realisEd that there's absolutely no point to harp on the past and life should really move on and u should really not care about what people say or feel about u because it's impossible to please everyone. More importantly, u shouldn't expect too much on others. Anyway, I just feel a bit sick lol. This is a pretty short reflection. Anyway, life is not as beautiful as I imagined and everything happens like so fast.
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